Sunday, May 17, 2009

It was hard

I'm not going to lie.

Today was a rough day for me.

It was my first time back in our ward since I was released.

I miss it.

I feel out of place.

I cried several times today.

I wish I could hide.

Stupid, huh?

4 people said:

Dane, Holly, Devin, and Jarom said...

Not stupid! Normal I think. Any time you change something that you have been doing for such a long time, you will feel weird. It will get better. Heavenly Father has a plan for you :)

Gail said...

No, not stupid! That's exactly how it feels, kind of like a fish out of water. It gets better though. Soon, you will be embracing a new calling with the same gusto. Hang in there!

Laurel said...

I don't think it's dumb at all. I had a hard time when I was released. I cried too. And I thought I would hate my new calling. But I love it! (Almost as much as Primary :)

nanamoo said...

That just means that you loved it! I am sure you will be dearly missed in Primary.